Today was another one of those days. I feel fed up at work. I want to be doing something else, the problem is I don’t know what. I don’t want to work just to pay the bills and at the moment I feel like that is all I am doing. I’m impatient. I want things to change now and I know that they won’t. These things take time.

Why am I always so frustrated with myself and what I am doing? Do I expect more to have happened to me by now? I haven’t exactly had a dull life but then I haven’t really had an overly exciting one either.

Maybe I just whinge too much.